Saturday, 29 August 2015

Semester 2!

1:35am

Just realized it's been about 2 months since I last updated my blog. Yeah, I've already started my semester 2 for a month. And this semester is going to be tougher than the previous one as the subjects I'm taking this semester are Calculus (which is the subject I've been seeing my seniors complaining about all the time), Physics II, Chemistry II and Co-Q. What I've chose for my coq is gamelan. Guess most of the IPTA students knew about this.


Out of nowhere, I start blogging at this late night. I don't know why but I just have this habit where I like updating my blog at midnight. Maybe as what always people says, "midnight thoughts" though. Haha!


It's been a month away from home since the last sem break I went back. I miss home. But I'm not homesick. Weird enough? Hehe. I actually do enjoy staying here. Probably because I'm the kind of person who likes to live alone and control my total freedom. Well, that's why I'm a Sagittarius girl (if and only if you know what represents the Sagittarius ha!)   

Guess that's all from me tonight, a total random entry. Good night and all the best for your finals later morning, ME boy :P 

Saturday, 13 June 2015

Life in UTP

The last I updated my post was in 1st of February. It's been a very long time I haven't blogged as life is getting busier since I entered university. Yes, I'm a university student right now. :) Time flies, and I'm turning 18 this year. I still remember how SPM was and yes, I do miss being a high school student even though I complained a lot during that time but trust me, you'll miss it once you graduated. 

As the title of this entry shown, I'm currently studying in Universiti Teknologi PETRONAS (UTP). 

Yup, the awesome and luxurious Chancellor Complex of UTP!

Been studying here for months, since 18th of March and guess what, my sem 1 finals is just next week and after that I'm coming back to Sabah! :D Yeah, and so you know, the course I'm taking here is Foundation in Petroleum Engineering. 

Minggu Aluan Siswa (also known as MAS week), is the orientation week for new students in UTP

Some people might not have liked orientation week, and I gotta admit that I'm one of them. But trust me, you're so going to miss MAS week as soon as you start your lecture week even though it was a very tiring week. I had so much fun during this one week when you get to know a lot of friends as there are many sessions where students need to form groups. Especially when I'm a Sabahan, I feel extra different haha!

And this, the most amazing building in UTP, known as Information Resource Center (IRC) or just for short, the library. The idea of building this library is based on the structure of oil rig. 




Here is the interior of Chancellor Hall. 


Yup, this is engineering school where the ratio of girls to boy is 3:7 haha!


That is all for MAS week because I'm too lazy to type right now :p

Here goes a bit of my lecture weeks. Subjects I took for semester 1 is Pre-Calculus, Physics I, Chemistry I and English I. For Physics and Chemistry, of course, you can't run from lab. You need to do 6 experiments for Physics and 5 experiments for Chemistry. The process of conducting experiment was fun, but completing lab report is not cool though. Have fun doing it for whoever coming in this coming July! :p

These two are my Chemistry lab mates throughout the whole semester 1. And yeah, we're the 1 Malaysia group!



There's more to go but I needa continue studying as finals is just around the corner. :)

Thanks for reading :p bye!












Sunday, 31 August 2014

Ending of high school's life

On the 27th of August, we were having our graduation photoshoot session. To be honest, it actually saddens me a lot thinking about we'll be having separate ways next year. Been studying for 12 years, high school leaves me a lot of memorable memories, both happy and sad. Still remember when I was still a Form 1 student, I was really a nerd hahaha. I don't know why I've been behaving that way. Shame on myself hahaha! But things changed back in year 2012. I started to study hard and eventually achieved good results. Not only a change in my academic achievement, I've met someone special as well. He gave me a lot of motivations. I sincerely wanna thank him for changing me to someone better even though we're not friends now. 

Anyway, I won't talk about him in this post because he has always wanted me to move on and forget about him, then fine, I will do. I hope you happy and satisfy with this. 


I don't wanna write much in this post, but I'll simply upload some pictures in order to remember the most precious moment. 



3CTMY :) my all time favorite babes


The girl that sit behind me in class :) 


5 Alfa 2014. All the best in spm everyone!


Crazy girlfriends in class ;)


Lovelies :)


Two girls who sit in the same row with me in class. They meant a lot to me. The one at the left, she brings me out when I'm at my worst. The one at the right, sent me most motivating text messages to help me go through hard times on the 9th of August....




Forget about the past, looking forward to a better life without someone, that is my aim


Finally! I'm going to graduate from high school soon. I'm glad that I have been given education until secondary level. A special thanks to both my parents who worked hard to raise me up to someone useful. Daddy, mommy, don't worry, someday I'm going to make you proud with my success. Yes, I am hurt now, but I believe time will heal everything, your daughter is strong enough to bear with her problems, even though it hurts her deep. At this moment, what I will do is live life to the fullest, forget about him, concentrate on my studies, achieve good results, get scholarships, further my studies. For most, I want to thank God for healing my heart, giving me strength to get through all the thick and thin. I just wanna take a second, not to ask for something, but just simply thank you for what you've gave me.


On the 29th of August, there was a guy who came to our school for a motivational talk. But only for the Chinese. The non-muslims but not Chinese has been assigning to the conference room for another motivational talk. The speaker was from the next door school, a sister. While the Muslims' students went to the hall for a motivational talk too, not sure about the speaker. 

So for my slot, the talk was really motivating. It wakes me up to reality, asking me not to stay under his shadow and walk away to the bright side because life is too short to be sad. Now I should keep looking forward to my future but not about relationships. SPM is my everything for now. I know what I should do.

At the end of the talk, our senior assistant came towards me and asked me to make a summary in front of everyone. Haha I was really nervous but I know I have to be confident about myself, so I've gone through it! ;)